Whenever I take a big leap, and set out to change a long term standing subconscious pattern, I experience great resistance.
I’m reading Wishes Fulfilled by Wayne Dyer and this book has inspired me to deepen the connection to my soul, and to dare to take a big step into an area of consciousness that, until now, I only thought was only reserved for the holy and miraculous.
But in the past few months my White Light healings have become more powerful and have taken a turn for the miraculous – many more spontaneous healings are taking place -, so I thought it was time that I backed this evolution with my imagination and spiritual will.
I’m also inspired to strengthen my ability as a healer because of a man called Joseph Pierce Farrell.
You may already know that Eckahrt (Tolle) is my role model for spiritual enlightenment, but Joseph is my role model for healing.
In his amazing book, Manifesting Michelangelo, Joseph shares with us his journey from New Yorkian real estate agent to a ‘wunder healer,’ and how he can, using his hands alone, completely, in a matter of minutes, reshape people’s faces and bodies.
I’m inspired by Joseph not only because he is miraculous, but also because I firmly believe his ability to heal is the future of healing. I firmly believe that we can all heal like he does, and that it is a higher chakra attribute which we can all ‘tap into’ and utilise.
So when this natural evolution began to happen in my work as a healer, I decided to accelerate it by letting go of any limiting beliefs I have around my ability to be a channel for healing and well-being. But this is where it got challenging…
Whenever I would repeat the words in my meditation “I am a limitless being able to create miracles” I would instantly get sleepy and nod off, and when I’d visualise myself sending White Light to people, instantly healing them, it felt like walking through molasses.
It was almost impossible to do the affirmation or visualise, and if I didn’t know that it’s normal to meet such resistance from your subconscious mind when you start to re-program yourself, I would have given up!
But because I know that it takes a while (and often much resistance) for the subconscious mind to accept a new ‘program,’ I’m not stopping. Although I’ve had nightmares for two nights in a row, and still keep falling asleep while I meditate, I know the shift is taking place.
And I will keep working on it until the shift has also happened physically; until I see the physical evidence of it.
If you’re encountering great resistance because you’re shifting too, you’re not alone. It’s a normal and natural part of the process of evolution.
in White Light + Love,
Belinda
