Continued from last time…(Did you miss Part A? Click here to read it).
The first time I relived a past life was when I was standing in the aisle at a shopping centre. Suddenly, I saw flames and fire in my mind’s eye, and I could hear myself screaming. A wall of heat engulfed my body, and my knees went weak.
With trembling hands, I quickly paid for my groceries and once I was out of the store, I started to run. Luckily I only lived three minutes away, and I just made it home in time before I had a full-blown experience of reliving a past life.
In this past life, I experienced being burnt at the stake for being a witch. During the night, men forced their way into my house, and took me and my sister. We spent the night shackled to a cold stone wall, and the next morning were dragged into the village square.
For some reason, my sister was freed but I wasn’t. I was condemned as a ‘witch’ and was sentenced to death.
I spent many days alone, without food and water in a prison cell, and was then taken, blindfolded, to my end. The pain of being burnt alive was so excruciating, that I almost passed out while I was reliving this.
And over the course of a few months, many more past lives found me…and they all had the same recurring theme: being punished and persecuted for being psychic, an empath, a healer and a woman.
Reliving these past lives was not fun, but it was liberating. Up until then, I’d been confused about why I’d had so much struggle and suffering with being born between two worlds. Why did terrible psychic things happen to me? Why was I always in trouble with adults for seeing the truth?
Why did ghosts harass and bother me? Why was I constantly sick? Why did my psychic gifts and abilities feel much more like a curse than a blessing?
Why was I living the shadow of being a ‘witch’, and not the light? And the answer was: because I hadn’t yet healed my past lives.
Through reliving my past lives, I learnt that whatever we haven’t yet healed from our previous lives, we ‘carry’ into our next life. I learnt that subconsciously I was ‘programmed’ to attract to myself punishment and persecution for the expression of my psychic gifts.
I wasn’t doing this because I was guilty or bad; I was simply subconsciously programmed this way. Whatever I hadn’t healed from my past, I would continue to attract, so once I learnt this, I set about to subconsciously reprogram myself.
To be continued…
with love,
Belinda. The first time I relived a past life was when I was standing in the aisle at...)
Thank you, Belinda, for sharing. Wow, this aspect is really new to me. I had a vision of a previous life in Atlantis the other day and tried to make sense of it.
It was beautiful in that it shed light on a relationship in this life.
Blessings and much love. Reading your posts is really very helpful!
Beatrice
Don’t understand about past lives, how many awful things are happening in the world today, is it because of there past lives that they didn’t heal, and there are many things murders, children being kidnapped, people starving and dying of starvation. Is it because they haven’t healed there Padthaway?
Thanks so much Belinda for sharing this as it brings some clarity for me as to why I have always felt as though I have been strangled before. I feel I was strangled in a past life – in this life I have trouble wearing anything tight around my neck such as a roll neck jumper or scarf, I have trouble speaking my truth, I feel as though I am choking sometimes at night or can’t breath properly, I lose my voice when trying to say something of meaning and now have goiters either side of my thyroid that feel noose like. I gather I am subconsciously programmed this way and need to look at addressing this in this life. Thanks JO